tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1521622593507617042012-02-16T11:36:21.588-08:00blogging is how i express my feelings tat i never express 2 anyone. it is my diary. a place where i will pour out my true feelings. a place where i can strut and frut n stil feel good!! =)vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.comBlogger3821100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-48886541961589980882010-11-11T08:58:00.000-08:002010-11-11T09:00:12.866-08:00dun b lazy<br />tired for one more day only<br />for 24 hourssss<br />go gym then go out the go work<br />i know it will b exhausting<br />but worthy !<br /><br />always get emo after listening to emo song<br />hahax<br />well the solution ?<br />stop listen to emo song lo<br />but i dun wan to<br />i wan to listen to them<br />coz it's jus the way i feel<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-4888654196158998088?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-38739752041536908762010-11-09T21:43:00.000-08:002010-11-09T21:45:17.212-08:00yes<br />selfish<br />unappreciative bitch<br />lol<br />i feel like it<br />skip work<br /> for 4 days adi<br />i mean im still weak<br />dont feel like myself<br />cant eat properly<br />so i dun wanna go<br /><br />2day mum is goin gym wit me<br />hope it gets better<br />i dun wan to hav to face him<br />or anyone<br />im a loner<br />jus leave me alone<br />since u dun hav the guts to come over n talk to me<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-3873975204153690876?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-8561109300901347752010-11-09T07:45:00.000-08:002010-11-09T07:51:19.016-08:00yes i did<br />i cry always when im sick<br /><br />im not in the mood<br />im emo<br />when i heard the sound here without you by 3 doors down in gym<br />i lagi emo<br />haizzz<br /><br />skip work<br />feeling weak<br />anyway i was right<br />thought ok adi then eat eat eat<br />mana tau<br />stomach still not well<br />damn it<br /><br />n in gym<br />it's hard to ignore him<br />y walk in front of me when im goin to walk by<br />it doesnt mean anything<br />i hav lost interest anyway<br />trying not to care<br />no biggie<br />he got a gal right there<br />when the gal not there oni he does this kind of stupid thing<br />typical man<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-856110930090134775?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-24611279662159784772010-11-08T15:27:00.001-08:002010-11-08T15:30:37.043-08:00`yeah<br />im anti social<br />so sorry<br />i dont keep in touch<br />im a bad fren<br />i noe that<br />it happens a lot<br /><br />duno y<br />mayb i dun find any satisfaction<br />mayb i dun find myself<br />i duno<br />im lost<br />but im ok<br />alone.....<br />sometime it's great<br />when i hav my family<br />but mum is oni gone for 1 day n im missing her<br />m i too dependent on mum?<br />mayb <br />alot.....<br />but i duno<br />i love hanging out wit my mum<br />haizzz<br />m i weird or wat<br />anti social weirdo<br />boooks n gym makes me hapi<br />yup<br />lifeless thing<br />oh yea n mr.darcy<br />which is not real<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-2461127966215978477?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-51057588772560733792010-10-26T09:02:00.000-07:002010-10-26T09:03:54.366-07:00I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over<br />If I'm wrong I am right, don't need to look no further<br />This ain't lust, I know this is love<br /><br />But if I tell the world, I'll never say enough<br />'Cause it was not said to you<br />And that's exactly what I need to do if Im in love with you<br /><br />Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements<br />Even if it leads nowhere?<br />Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place<br />Should I leave it there?<br />Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements<br />Even if it leads nowhere?<br /><br />I build myself up and fly around in circles<br />Wait then as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle<br />Finally could this be it?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-5105758877256073379?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-45244268946626884272010-10-20T10:14:00.000-07:002010-10-20T10:15:54.064-07:00i duno why<br />y i always get ahead of myself<br />alway so perasan<br />fall for the wrong guy<br />jus bcoz ppl treat u good then bcome soft joh<br />damn it<br />cant i b stronger<br />i think too much<br />i feel too much<br />i dun wanna feel anything<br />coz all is wrong<br />wat im facing right now<br />i think all is the wrong one<br />make me wonder whether i am ever getting the right wan ?<br />mayb nothing at all....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-4524426894662688427?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-37531327944818968002010-10-13T22:47:00.000-07:002010-10-13T22:52:21.792-07:00healthy lifestyle!!!!<br />boo yaaaa<br />lol<br />trying to motivate myself<br />gonna start drinking some fitness drink<br />which is chocolate<br />but duno how it is supppose to tone body n build muscle<br />that is wat said in the magazine<br />should b good !!!<br />hope get results<br />kekekekke<br /><br />gym gym gym ~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-3753132794481896800?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-55724499449136849402010-10-09T20:31:00.000-07:002010-10-09T20:54:32.792-07:00wat an awesome day i felt when i woke up tis morning<br />duno y<br />but feeling great<br />mayb bcoz i got my books yesterday<br />at curve jalan jalan wit mum<br />mum got shoes<br />i got books<br />ironic izit it<br />im hapi wit books<br />lol<br />mum is fan of shoes<br />she got 3 pairs !!<br />while i got 4 boooks<br />lol<br /><br />anyway 101010 !!!<br />im working n feeling fat coz didnt meet my expectations of goin gym<br />but <br />ai ya<br />nvm lu<br />2molo is monday n i wil b back on track !!<br />next week schedule is morning first then night<br />hopefully can squeeze more gym !!<br /><br />books are reali in me<br />i read 10 chaps from my new book yesterday adi<br />i couldnt keep my hands off it<br />it was so <3<br />any books wit the Word JANE AUSTEN OR FITZWILLIAM DARCY on it<br />it will b mine :P<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-5572449944913684940?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-32393579960658540272010-10-08T07:57:00.001-07:002010-10-08T08:10:56.192-07:00n of coz for me got gym<br />ehehhehehehe<br />the movie was awesome<br />even though the review was not awesome<br />but it was awesome for me !!!<br /><br />dear heart <br />fall in love when u r ready<br />not when u r lonely<br />so true !!! :)<br />motivates me !!<br /><br />books r my sanctuary<br />got to get a new wan !!!<br />jus finish....<br />hehehe<br />n gym<br />plz dun b lazy !!!<br />ahhhhhhh<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-3239357996065854027?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-20733060242111495552010-09-30T18:07:00.000-07:002010-09-30T18:10:17.222-07:00it's a fri<br />it's my off<br />it's gym<br />but im putting it off<br />coz i jus wanna wake up n laze around for awhile<br />2day tat is....<br /><br />later go bath n go mall buy movie tix !!!<br /><br />looking forward to that....<br />i know im still fat<br />but sometime jus gotta take a break <br />hehehehe<br />jus excuses......=p<br /><br />accept the fact tat i was born to eat =p<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-2073306024211149555?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-63267700779985848882010-09-29T08:41:00.001-07:002010-09-29T08:53:07.609-07:00yup<br />read the title<br />tats how i feel<br />but 1 day....i will b wat i wanna b !<br />i'll show them.....=p<br /><br />y adam lambert is gay<br />lol<br />he look so yeng<br /><br />dun judge me<br />i was born not to please u<br />but to please myself =p<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-6326770077998584888?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-49416829265836559772010-09-26T05:14:00.000-07:002010-09-26T05:42:50.966-07:009am to 5pm shift for the whole week !<br />so unprepare for it<br />lol<br />i so thought was night shift<br />mana tau<br />saw schedule, check date<br />oi ?<br />realli woh ==<br />duno sad or hapi<br />jus go wit the flow<br />means this week get to c him <br />hmmmmmmmmmmmm<br /><br />hope goin night gym will b ok<br />so long no go le....<br />aiksss<br />duno will how<br />plz react normally n dun anticipate much !<br /><br />im jus not perfect<br />but im fine wit tat<br />dun hav much frens<br />dun talk much sometimes....<br />like to read books.....on9.....hear n find new music....gym maniac....<br />but tat is jus me<br />im anti social...<br />full of myself....<br />bad attitude sometime.....<br />lol<br />who will like me ?<br />i reali duno.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-4941682926583655977?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-71856288312825434952010-09-24T09:37:00.000-07:002010-09-24T09:57:35.499-07:00if it's you and me foreva<br />if it's you and me right now<br />so wont u fly wit me ?<br /><br />hahax<br />it's a song<br />jus slept like a pig n woke up<br />dun like 9am to 5pm shift.....sort of<br />unless i got something to do<br />coz i oni sleep sleep sleep which is not gud<br /><br />i dreamt of him<br />out of the sudden<br />lol<br />i duno y<br />it is my subconcious doin the thing<br />anyway i wanna c him too<br />but not possible if i keep working like tat.....==<br /><br />he would forget me<br />n i would forget him....<br /><br />my life sunyi keh?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-7185628831282543495?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-74168328527883074292010-09-21T20:07:00.000-07:002010-09-21T20:29:45.535-07:00y wed is the title?<br />coz is body combat day at night<br />which actually get to c him<br />but wont b able to ==<br />coz working afternoon shift....<br /><br />tengok dia pun sudah cukup le<br />but now once a week aso veri hard coz of my schedule<br /><br />im jus trying wat i can<br />do wat i can<br />coz i wont giv up de<br />no matter wat<br />not oni love la....<br />work aso<br />studies aso<br />my future aso....<br />coz it is one freaking long way ~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-7416832852788307429?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-77729757827242335172010-09-20T09:24:00.000-07:002010-09-20T09:36:19.948-07:00skin not good !!!<br />body not goood !!!<br />shit!<br />seriously<br />wat happen to me<br />where is my fashion sense<br /> wat happen to my control ?<br /><br />shit !!!<br />come back to me plzzzz<br /><br />half of my heart's got a grip on the situation<br />Half of my heart takes time<br />Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you<br />That I can't keep loving you<br /><br />I was made to believe i'd never love somebody else<br />I made a plan, stay the man who can only love himself<br />Lonely was the song I sang,<br /><br />Half of my heart's got a real good imagination<br />Half of my heart's got you<br />Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you<br />That half of my heart won't do<br /><br />But I can't stop loving you with half of my heart<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-7772975782724233517?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-55445022713419085842010-09-19T04:35:00.001-07:002010-09-19T04:37:52.813-07:00trying to get back on track<br />look at body just now<br />omg<br />so so == Big....<br />lol<br />thats all i got to say<br />so so == Fat<br />lol<br /><br />at least i realise it now....<br />then can still turn back<br />bfore i turn super fat then nobody wan<br /><br />later cohes canot wear then i will cry ==<br />face aso lotz of pimple from chocolate gua<br />charm la....<br />jia you!<br />always up n down de<br />must up up up !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-5544502271341908584?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-3048470666867417112010-09-18T08:47:00.000-07:002010-09-18T09:12:36.674-07:00fat fat fat<br />y y y<br />sick sick sick<br />y y y<br />aiksss<br />can u plz at least control ur eating !<br />melampau !!!<br />tis time reali went overboard !!<br /><br />i think gym aso wont help much<br />lol<br />but i wil try<br />food is reali my weaknesss<br />aiksss<br /><br />alreadi so big size le ==<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-304847066686741711?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-53795701621065037422010-09-17T06:20:00.001-07:002010-09-17T06:26:45.325-07:00do i wanna make my own faith? Hurt better than feel nothing at all or jus dont do anything or do something? Seriously, i dont know. If i make a move, wil it make a difference? Saw him on wed. There is an attraction obviously. He kept staring, vice versa. Didnt c him close wit his gf tat day. Then there is something else. At work. But he is leaving soon so wil end up in nothing too. I dun wan a long distance relationship. He jus curi took my pic 2day coz he think it is funny. I wonder wats so funny. Lol. Stil half of my heart is occupied by gym guy. Half a year adi lo. Omg omg. Lol. Tis is my longest i guess. I oni get 2 c him once a week. Wat so special? Tel me. I aso wanna know.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-5379570162106503742?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-67520725710325712102010-09-08T07:55:00.000-07:002010-09-08T08:12:37.147-07:00like so many times bfore<br />so many times i wrote in blog<br />when u anticipate<br />it turns out to be nothing<br />like 2day<br />c him<br />nothing aso<br />ahhhhhhhhh<br />always like tat<br />damn it<br />when r u goin to feel nothing?<br /><br />n i got no love luck tis year izit?<br />or forever?<br />guys go after my frens<br />but not me<br />great la<br />im jealous<br />seriously<br />anyway im ok single<br />got my gym<br />got my own thing<br />im fine<br />i think i wil lose my touch in love <br /><br />total 6 hours gym tis week<br />not bad<br />period somemore<br />n makan banyak<br />lol<br />but who cares<br />im single =p<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-6752072571032571210?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-59815913578143760512010-09-04T02:12:00.000-07:002010-09-04T02:17:03.037-07:00y babi. Coz i always overthink n i hate tat! I wil not over think unless there is a clear signal. Oh bother. Plz stop. U c him then enough adi la. It wont last le. Nothing ever. Y? Bcoz ur luck sucks. N damn it, it reali is true. Im not lucky when it comes to love. Not even close. Far away. Like the sun. Too hot to b near. Anyway im jus enjoying current situation n wat it wil bring. Pastry n chocolate! Making me hungry. Lol.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-5981591357814376051?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-75364659550493837532010-09-03T00:27:00.000-07:002010-09-03T06:36:40.979-07:00reading my fav books is my sanctuary. I lost my book tat day n i totaly felt down. I found it, i feel like myself again after reading it. Karaoke was ok. It is decided tat i dun fit in. But at least i improved my relationship wit them by a fraction by goin. Like the ass.manager treat me better after hearing i went out wit them. Then the laundry lady aso treat me better after i gav her the paper bag which was actualy mine. Ppl r jus so wat wei. Do something then can buy them over. Lol. But even though i dislike, but at least relationship improve in hotel. Cant wait 4 offday. Cant wait 2 c him. I miss him suddenly. Duno y. God help me.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-7536465955049383753?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-81437706471686577412010-08-31T01:57:00.000-07:002010-08-31T02:02:06.825-07:00out of place, out of mind. I dun wanna b butler. I wanna b something else. But the job at marriot. Aiks. No hope lo. Damn it. 2day merdeka. But no off. Working. Folowing senior. Fren ask me go karaoke after work. Duno wil b ok anot coz i dun blend in. Jus try my luck lo. At least im making an effort!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-8143770647168657741?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-64139252261293115262010-08-26T01:35:00.000-07:002010-08-26T01:42:55.785-07:00wats my daydream<br />you<br />wat im thinking <br />you<br />let me show you<br /><br />i was thinking of a silent date wit you<br />jus holding hands walking around anywhere quietly<br />feeling your hand in mine<br /><br />then we will take a rest at any sitting area<br />n i hug you n put my chin on your shoulder<br />feeling your body warm against mine<br />just one day<br />just one time<br />just one date<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-6413925226129311526?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-77610903458039672202010-08-25T08:52:00.000-07:002010-08-25T08:55:21.060-07:00how long will it last<br />would it even last<br /><br />it's been 6 months<br />n counting i guess<br />since i cant stop goin to gym n stop goin body combat class<br />coz im so tempted to see him<br /><br />sooner or later<br />it may end<br />the answer will b obvious<br />to me <br />he is just a dream<br />cant touch<br />cant hold<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-7761090345803967220?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-75990269828028165942010-08-25T08:42:00.000-07:002010-08-25T08:46:55.148-07:00Im not over<br />Im not over you just yet<br />Cannot hide it<br />You're not that easy to forget<br />Im not over<br /><br />What if? <br />What if im the one for you? <br />And you're the one for me? <br />What If... <br /><br />If you are the one <br />then us meeting here is fate <br /><br />This is the first I've seen your face <br />but there's a chance we are soul mates <br />I know that this might sounds crazy, <br />Cause you don't know my name <br /><br />Don't know what tomorrow brings <br />but I'm still hoping <br />that you are the one for me <br />Oh and what if I had you and, what if you had me and <br />baby what's the reason we can't fall in love?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-7599026982802816594?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-39663891623311830302010-08-25T08:23:00.000-07:002010-08-25T08:38:04.435-07:00u wanna know the truth?<br />the damn truth is<br />im still into him?<br />aiks<br />why<br />i duno<br />oni god knows<br />even i duno wat im feeling<br />something wrong<br />he is a stranger<br />but y he mean so much<br /><br />i better find your loving<br />i better find your heart<br />i wanna b forgotten<br />but it's so hard<br />the day that i was stuck on you<br />im reali stuck<br />no other guy can compare 2 you<br />wats so special about u<br /><br />2day his gal was aso there<br />but he still stare<br />all he do is stare<br />me ah i avoid<br />lol<br />i look back sometime<br />but nothing is gonna happen aso<br /><br />he must b old<br />he must b unavailable<br />so y r u stil in the same spot ?<br />cant move on?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-3966389162331183030?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-13140838172071565192010-08-24T06:53:00.000-07:002010-08-24T08:08:06.575-07:00cant get u out of the sunlight<br />cant get u out of the rain<br /><br />i saw him yesterday<br />kept staring at me since he was alone<br />u c la<br />when his gal is there<br />it is like im invinsible<br />so plz dun kacao me if u r taken !<br />god reali playing wit me<br />i said wanna 4get<br />then saw him ==<br />great la<br />thx a lot<br />in love wit a stranger<br />damn it<br />aint liking it<br /><br />I keep on running, keep on running<br />And nothing works<br />I can't get away from you<br />No, I keep on ducking keep on ducking and nothing helps<br />I can't stop missing you<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-1314083817207156519?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-2649534549853617602010-08-21T00:46:00.000-07:002010-08-21T00:51:28.248-07:00why get so uptight when u know ppl already got gf or married or wateva? Y so emo? Y ? U dun even know them enough 2 like them. But everything about them affects ur mood. Damn it. I wanna go home rite now but cant. Feel so sucky. Ma de. Ni ma de. Lol. Sory i curse. But tis is where i can write anything at all! Loner ppl mmg like tat de. We need somewhere to frut about. Mine is here or writing on any paper i can find n tear it up if im outside. So bore.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-264953454985361760?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-34755309621233632332010-08-20T23:52:00.000-07:002010-08-20T23:57:47.742-07:00it's not highway. It's my way. I dun care wat ppl think. Tis is me. I cant get along wit ppl at work. So wat. I tried. Like eating wit them 2day but i jus dun get their jokes. So sory la. Paksa tak bagus. Force no happiness. Lol. I jus cant pretend 2 b something tat im not. It's hard i know. But no way is easier. It is a phase. My life is a moo moo. Lol. Somebody 2 love? Jus wait. Patiently. Which everyone is doin the same.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-3475530962123363233?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-79000670268941373692010-08-20T22:52:00.001-07:002010-08-20T22:56:24.748-07:00maybe. Possibility quite high. Hahax. How ah. Hope to find bf at here or anywhere tat matters pun tak ada joh. Aiks. Lol. Im not desperate. Jus sad. All possible chances all tak dah. Coz all taken.the one tat im interested la. Sien dao wo. But who cares. There r many single n lone ppl in the world. We stil rock it! Jus dun think about it. Ignore. Entertain urself. Me myself n i.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-7900067026894137369?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-22904963328043849072010-08-20T07:39:00.000-07:002010-08-20T08:15:55.814-07:00bring it on<br />u wanna play wit me<br />im ready<br />giv it ur best shot<br /><br />still i dun feel right in my work place<br />no frens<br />im a loner<br />memang<br />typical<br />my life is kinda boring<br />i admit<br />but im ok tis way<br />dun judge me<br /><br />n i aso talk better with the bangla bcoz they r simpler<br />lol<br />but i dun wanna get close wit them la of coz<br />i jus talk to them randomly<br /><br />now oni money makes me hapi<br />lol<br />spending money<br />receiving money<br />earning cash<br />the net<br />my mags<br />my books<br />dress nice<br />buy nice stuff<br />yup thats about it<br />no guys<br />no love<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-2290496332804384907?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-15745960783028416172010-08-17T09:14:00.000-07:002010-08-17T09:30:49.059-07:00i guess im too busy to feel anything for him<br />go gym <br />dont even wanna look at him<br />i ownself conclude tat he has a gf<br />n i decide to end it once n for all<br />not like anything is gonna happen<br /><br />i continue look<br />nothing happen<br />dont look<br />also nothing happen<br />so y torture myself?<br /><br />it's all about me <br />lol<br /><br />6 months faster over !<br />busy like hell!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-1574596078302841617?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-13168081455168233502010-08-12T22:40:00.000-07:002010-08-12T22:53:46.942-07:00super long time no write blog le↲once write then bad luck come↲actualy ok wan lo the whole period i no write blog↲i was jus tired↲now my jo<br />b is take care of care floor↲so far ok de but today i cried↲kena marah by stupid room att↲he think he is all tat izit? Then take a higher position la. Siao kia. Already gay adi character somemore like shit. Puasa big deal ah. I cry does not mean i m weak. Im jus gonna get stronger. U watch me la! No body is gonna bring me down! Im not afraid, to take a stand. I wil go through tis wateva the weather! U can hate me, im the bitch but im a bitch tats goin 2 do a fine damn job! Oh ya, bfore tis doom day i was hapi wan lo. Bought new phone wit my own money. First time so very proud. Then went to c angelina jolie salt. Quite nice le. Not bad. I wil go through wateva god throw at me! Bring it on! Who cares! Fba n amf! Wit my nokia 6700 slide pink! Huh!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-1316808145516823350?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-75710063968471616592010-08-09T09:05:00.000-07:002010-08-09T09:13:03.166-07:00it's alright<br />im a bloody big mess inside<br />you can try<br />but you wont keep me down<br /><br />i'll lost<br />im waiting to b found<br />im angry for the kind of gal im not<br />but i will b coming back to life<br /><br />dun write urself off yet<br />it's jus in ur head u feel left out, look down on<br />jus try ur best<br /><br /><br />u know u doin better on ur own<br />live right now<br />jus b urself<br />doesnt matter whether it's gud enough for someone else<br /><br />it jus take some time<br />dont wory wat the bitter heart gonna say<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-7571006396847161659?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-81033838486971722902010-08-07T08:53:00.000-07:002010-08-07T09:01:19.989-07:00take me down to the paradise city<br />where the grass is green n there's lotz of money<br />hahaha<br /><br /><br />slash is cool man<br />old but still rocking the thang<br />hahax<br /><br />i think gym ppl sort of know im not wat i look like<br />many of them saw me wit sleeveless<br />lol<br />on thurs they got body combat at the concourse there<br />so after work<br />my mum feeling down<br />so she wanna go c even though we never go gym<br />then i was up for it coz i jus went to sungai wang ma<br />kekeke<br /><br />then go there<br />it was raymond n malay guy doin combat<br />he aso was there wit his gf<br />i bet he dont recognise me<br />nobody c me wear wat i always wear <br />my sleeveless<br />my mum fren say wah ur daugther wear like tat so pretty <br />==<br />like say im not pretty other times la<br />lol<br />i wear like crap to gym n seriously i dun care<br />tats y ppl dun know me<br />i think tat day they got a good glimpse at me n my tattoo<br />lol<br />good for them =p<br /><br />watch airbenders<br />ok jeh<br />nice effects<br />simple story<br />sorcerer better la !<br /><br />2day went gym 2 hours cozz holiday !<br />woohoo!<br />didnt shopping coz nothing special<br />==<br />jus bought make up from sasa n a private retailer AVON<br />not bad<br /><br />ate jap<br />makes my day<br />go home stil eat<br />stil hungry<br />but wat can i do<br />when i wanna eat<br />i eat <br />aiks<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-8103383848697172290?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-74385053562130499082010-08-01T05:32:00.000-07:002010-08-01T05:41:29.062-07:00y 2day title is nike<br />coz it is reali a good brand<br />lol<br />like im promoting it right now<br />hahahax<br />mum bought me my new gym clothes from nike !<br />weeeeee~~~~<br />awesome man<br />finaly<br />2molo can wear liao<br />next week aso morning leh !<br />my boss so gud!<br />thx ! :)<br /><br />2day lari go home from work<br />forget to bring hp<br />lol<br />jus my luck la<br /><br />bought baskin robin<br />totaly love it<br />fattening again but who cares =p<br />still sick<br />get well sooon!<br />coz 2molo i wanna go gymmie ahhhhhh<br /><br />my boss say i veri quiet oh<br />i duno la<br />i jus like veri diam during work lo<br />not like in college<br />i b the soh har soh har gal<br />aiks<br />duno y<br />anyway i jus leave it<br />everything wil come naturally la<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-7438505356213049908?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-6823870955026728682010-07-31T07:01:00.000-07:002010-07-31T07:32:46.277-07:00is shopping !<br />jus spending some cash<br />no matter on wat<br />lol<br />like today<br />come back work tired n sick<br />but stil go out n enjoy<br />jalan jalan<br />go c gym clothes<br />mum say will buy for me later<br />kkekekeke<br />then go buy baskin robn coz 2day 31st !<br />awesome !<br />bought groceries wit mum<br />doin all this little things adi make my mood 100% better :)<br /><br />thx mum !<br />thx shopping !<br />n all the little things<br />c whether i wan go sungai wang 2molo n py<br />coz i wan go buy stuff<br />hahax<br />duno whether stil there anot le.....<br />save n spend :D<br />n gym !!!!<br />now sick<br />so wait until monday oni gym back bah.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-682387095502672868?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-7389737274105227552010-07-30T07:00:00.000-07:002010-07-30T07:12:24.486-07:00lol i need 2 shop<br />if i dun shop i dun feel right<br />not hapi aso<br />lol<br />i noe i say tis week dun shop<br />but if im desperate<br />im gonna shop n i dun care =p<br /><br />off day sick day<br />then gtg back to work liao<br />running nose n soar throat<br />great la<br /><br />feeling fat coz skip gym 2day coz not feeling well<br />ah who cares la<br />must skip routine once in a while<br /><br />so went out wit yee to pyramid!<br />not bad<br />nice nice<br />no buy stuff<br />lol<br />nothing 2 buy<br />prefer sungai wang le<br /><br />need money ! haha! saving savin !<br />jia you!<br /><br />big butt big big big waist<br />small breast<br />great la<br />big arm<br />big leg<br />lol<br /><br />wateva !<br />i wanna eat !<br />sory i cant stop myself<br />blek !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-738973727410522755?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-65887051515877544222010-07-28T07:29:00.000-07:002010-07-28T07:42:34.311-07:00y he can influence me so badly?<br />he didnt come gym 2day ==<br />n seriously<br />my mood went down down down<br />his gf there wat<br />y he never come de?<br />i do body combat on tues n thurs coz of him ma?<br />coz 2day he not here<br />i aso dun feel like being there<br />lol<br />doe he hav power over my mood?<br />it's a yes according to tis situation<br /><br />aiks<br />it's a bad thing<br />when a stranger can influence u!<br />coz u dont even know him !<br />thats the worst !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-6588705151587754422?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-62865858161746604012010-07-27T08:55:00.000-07:002010-07-27T09:07:54.057-07:00can i ?<br />is it real or jus a stupid childish feeling?<br /><br />went gym for my 2 hours <br />i thought he oni come for body combat<br />mana tau after i run finish<br />goin to other machine<br />i saw him<br />at first i didnt<br />but then i turn then oi?<br />he avoided my gaze<br />n i look bhind him<br />the gal was there<br />his gf rite?<br />always together wan<br />aiksss<br />wateva<br /><br />tats y 2day dun feel like looking at him<br />even though when i look at him n he look back<br />im the wan who broke the gaze first<br />but duno y 2day i feel he keep staring at me through mirror bfore class<br />coz everytime i look at him, he stare back....<br />n i dun dare hold the gaze ==<br />usually i wil but 2day jus wasnt it i guess<br /><br />i feel like the gal aso like know something wei<br />aikssss<br />wateva again !<br /><br />if u got a gf plz stop looking !<br />he like playing wei !<br />i can feel it....<br />aikssss<br /><br />here's my lyricss of the day<br /><br />You're beautiful, it's true.<br />I saw your face in a crowded place,<br />And I don't know what to do,<br />'Cause I'll never be with you.<br /><br />Yeah, he caught my eye,<br />As we walked on by.<br />And I don't think that I'll see him again,<br />But we shared a moment that will last till the end.<br /><br />But it's time to face the truth,<br />I will never be with you.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-6286585816174660401?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-29327484649612502702010-07-26T07:26:00.000-07:002010-07-26T07:55:16.402-07:00wat is F B A<br />fuck you bitches n assholesss<br /><br />lol<br />bad day<br />so im like tat<br />anyway i dun wanna talk about it much<br />jus wanna say <br />ppl arent wat they seem like<br />things arent wat they seem too<br />dun get too excited<br />this is god's challenge!<br />i'll get over it !<br />6 months !<br />who cares !<br />off day go enjoy gao gao !<br /><br />gym time whack gao gao!<br /><br />Who's going to save you <br />When the stars fall from your sky <br />And who's going to pull you in <br />When the tide gets too high <br />Who's going to hold you <br />When you turn out the lights <br />I won't lie I wish that I had a superman tonight <br />i wish that superman was you<br /><br />If somebody sent you <br />An angel to save you <br />What would you tell him<br /><br />Who's going to fix you <br />The next time you break down <br />Stranded alone by the side of the road <br />It's your baggage that's dragging you down <br />Don't look back <br />Let it go <br /><br />there's something about love<br />that breaks ur heart<br />tears u up<br />but you stil believe<br />that yours is out there somewhere<br />hopefully<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-2932748464961250270?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-43688920559418427392010-07-25T07:44:00.000-07:002010-07-25T08:14:04.477-07:00thats the ost for sorcerer's apprentice !<br />which is awesome !<br />sang by one republic!<br /><br />okay<br />my mood totaly better than yesterday<br />thx god ! i recover !<br />i always do !<br /><br />2day suite wing again<br />i guess i wont b getting any tips anymore coz following tis senior<br />he oni keep tips to himself<br />but im like wateva<br />im here to learn<br />im not working<br />so anything lo<br /><br />but follow him mmg more relax<br />coz i love suite wing anyway<br />so its ok i guess<br />get to curi makan too<br /><br />then next week i morning again !<br />woohoo! can go gym le !<br />coz i feeling fat<br />sat n sun eat eat eat<br />omg....lol<br /><br />n there's one more thing of coz...<br />but i dun wanna anticipate !<br /> blek !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-4368892055941842739?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-81278773076864652582010-07-24T07:53:00.000-07:002010-07-24T08:15:21.673-07:00feeling disorientated today<br />lol<br />sleepy ah<br />come home aso tired like shit<br />==<br /><br />it jus take some time<br />in the middle of the ride<br />everything gonna b alright !<br />jimmy eat world - the middle :)<br /><br />hang in there gal !<br />who cares<br />everyone is taken anyway<br />we'll jus concerntrate on looking....<br />aiks....<br />dun think<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-8127877307686465258?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-9569326446720540732010-07-23T09:08:00.000-07:002010-07-23T09:12:58.356-07:00awesome show<br />sorcerer's apprentice<br />woohoo!<br />nerdy guy super awesome<br />hahahahhax<br />clear my mind?<br />r u insane?<br />'hand signal'<br />little bit xD<br /><br />2day i went undercover<br />lol<br />went out alone dress dun look like myself<br />argen cap, specs, show off tatoo !<br />hahahahahax<br />awesomeeeee<br />went to buy tix for the show for at night lo<br />super crowded wei<br />at night aso crowded like hell<br />at night wore my new clothes<br />i improvised xD<br />so hapi ~ <br /><br />anyway back to work!<br />next off day faster come !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-956932644672054073?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-69119304222706500472010-07-21T07:24:00.000-07:002010-07-21T07:37:37.046-07:00wats the definition of looking?<br />lol<br />jus randomly asking<br />if looking at you could mean something....<br />i wanna tell u everything<br />n know wat you're thinking<br />can i?<br />of coz not<br />coz looking at you can mean nothing....<br />something to me<br />but nothing to you<br /><br />why did u choose 2 invade my mind 2day<br />y did u choose do stand in my line of sight today?<br />sometime u do, sometime u dont,<br />plz dun toy wit me....<br />im not the type who play play<br />if u're jus having fun, plz look elsewhere<br /><br />2day thought gym was as no feel as yesterday<br />mana tau once keluar of locker room....<br />walk to combat class...<br />eyes in sight wit him ==<br />walking in aso walk past him n he look at me<br />he dun do tat wan lo<br />yesterday aso dun hav<br />never had bfore<br />y choose to do it now?<br />i dun like hot n cold<br /><br />through out class aso eyes in sight many times liao<br />n tis time he reali stare back!<br />usualy he will jus act like nothing<br />why oh why<br />aiks...<br />duno hapi anot...<br />coz later sure disappoint de !<br /><br />n he is getting smarter<br />when he c me looking at him through front mirror<br />but then i turn away n look at him through side mirror<br />he aso know how to turn n catch me looking at him through side mirror wo ==<br />i dun understand<br />dun wanna understand<br />i jus wanna savour the moment<br />coz i noe it wil change<br /><br />2day he was jus standing there....didnt talk wit his gfsss....<br />y ah?<br />i duno<br />wateva<br />i dun wanna control anything<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-6911930422270650047?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-49963753710696986692010-07-20T09:00:00.000-07:002010-07-20T09:05:55.548-07:00If I could write you a song,<br />And make you fall in love,<br />I would already have you up under my arm.<br />I used up all my tricks,<br />I hope that you like this.<br />But you probably won't,<br />You think you're cooler than me.<br /><br />Oh yeah<br />So scared of breaking it<br />That you won't let it bend<br />And I wrote two hundred letters<br />I won't ever send<br />Somehow it is cut so much<br />Deeper then they seem<br /><br />I am in misery<br />There ain't no one<br />Who can comfort me<br /><br />lol<br />nice songss cool lyrics<br /><br />2day was ok ok<br />folow senior in hotel wing<br />he veri simple n simply de<br />not strict so veri good<br />then another senior she aso veri nice so ok ok...<br />hehe<br />break time go meet fren<br />laugh laugh....lol<br />thats the oni time im my talkative siao kia.....lol<br /><br />gym was awesome !<br />super powerful 2day duno y<br />c him c other leng chai<br />no feel<br />lol<br />who cares ?<br /><br />im hungry!<br />xD<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-4996375371069698669?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-51911121525134532512010-07-19T07:32:00.000-07:002010-07-19T07:36:35.352-07:00omg<br />this guy fren that i long forgotten<br />suddenly sms me n wan go out<br />then say wan b my bf<br />omg<br />amf la....<br />lucky i keep on tell him i busy....<br />lol<br />siao wan<br />i noe im single<br />n i would reali like to hav a bf<br />but im not tat desperate !<br />tis time i reali dun wanna fling<br />i wan a real thing<br />siao wan la these kind of ppl<br />nothing 2 do izit<br />go contribute something to the world la<br />rather think bf gf everyday<br /><br />even though i think about love too<br />but im not like so immature<br />plz la grow up ! <br /><br />2day was an okay day<br />happier actually<br />duno y<br />gym influence again? lol<br />gym got mighty power on me !<br />:D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-5191112152513453251?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-29042494467762155122010-07-18T07:36:00.000-07:002010-07-18T08:09:19.732-07:00wow<br />complicated n interesting show!<br />2day off day so out wit mum<br />go watch inception!<br />worth it !<br />nice nice !<br /><br />morning went 2hours gym<br />semngat all come back adi :D<br />more energy n lively.....lol<br />duno y but im loving it<br />after tat went curve!<br /><br />saw a few ppl i noe<br />but they didnt c me<br />so i didnt say hi<br />lol<br />i memang like tat<br />they see me aso oni i say hi la.....kekekeke<br /><br />wore new dress n show off tattooo<br />LoL<br />this is the time can wear sleeveless n let hair down<br />at work wear cover all n tie hair....suffer le.....<br />hahahax....<br /><br />aso bought my books, mag n mask !<br />weeeeee =p<br /><br />no lovey dovey n counting!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-2904249446776215512?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-85246988330852460952010-07-16T19:18:00.000-07:002010-07-16T19:28:21.481-07:00ahhhh<br />wateva<br />they wanna say wat they say la<br />wanna think im goody good girl....innocent....<br />wateva....<br />i had it adi....<br />i didnt answer any of their question.....<br />so it dont mean anything<br />they ownself ask.....ownself answer....i jus smile....=p<br /><br />yesterday maintenance guy veri funny la<br />me n senior were watching tv in one of the room coz nothing to do<br />so he aso was there....<br />then he start commenting n the show....<br />LoL<br />all his comments so funny n sohai wan la...<br />he talk cantonese ma....lagi funny....<br />that was the hapi thing yesterday.....<br />others was ok ok....<br />i make mistake again....but i say i was jus following orders<br />aiks....dun wan tat happen again....next time i wil ownself chek too....<br />later kena blame is me....<br /><br />im a bookwormie....<br />so mayb reali is good goody gal?<br />does it mean tat?<br />is reading a crime?<br />so many dun like to read novels.....<br />it's veri enjoyable lo....<br />in ur own world for a little while....<br />which i wanna do veri much....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-8524698833085246095?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-1216243821481778102010-07-13T08:10:00.000-07:002010-07-13T08:38:21.746-07:00aiks<br />duno wat la<br />jus got 2 survive tis 6 months<br />this is god challenge to me !<br />who cares !<br />TAL can go through anything n wont give up<br /><br />dun think anything stupid<br />treat everyone same same<br />anything weird jus move away<br />kena scold jus tahan<br />period day try to be happier<br />no ppl teman u jus b tough !<br /> <br />2 hours of gym is no joke !<br />n i done it for 2 days straight<br />tired like hell wei....<br /><br />stil c him there of coz<br />surprise when saw him on monday<br />same thing same thing<br />jus look<br /><br />plz dun lovey dovey in hotel<br />ppl r jus being frenly n nothing more !<br />like how i treat ppl too<br />it is vice versa<br />all the ppl i interested is either taken or fall for someone else<br />memang like tat<br />jus accept it<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-121624382148177810?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-61069281435960184642010-07-11T06:55:00.000-07:002010-07-11T07:32:44.538-07:00okay okay<br />slow down gal<br />it is a admiration or a silly crush or puppy love or wateva u wanna call it<br />but i dun think u can like a person so fast?<br />10 days~!<br />too fast n u barely noe the guy<br />it wil b like college<br />after u get to know them better<br />then the lovey dovey will b gone<br />im sure....<br /><br />anyway tis guy reali brighten my period moody day<br />i thought i was like dreading my work n it oni can get worst coz now is period time<br />i could nt reali smile at anyone....<br />but unexepctedly<br />god gave me a little present....a fren....<br />tis guy....my senior from kdu....<br />so the reason he so gud to me is coz im his junior<br />coz i noe one gal in work then treat her junior extra nice ! the junior is a guy lo....<br />so it's nothing<br />i got to remind myself tat....<br />ok continue....<br />so i was off to my break time<br />super early at 10.45 ==<br />so kinda down n no moood<br />on the way walking back to hotel wing using outside way<br />saw tis red car wanna drive in carpark<br />so i stop to let it pass<br />mana tau i saw him in the car then he wind down the window<br />when i saw him i was like suddenly so semangat<br />LOL i duno y but he cheered me up<br />we chat through the window while the guard chek his car....S.O.P.<br />i thought i wil b on my way n he on his way after the cheking<br />BUT!<br />he ask me whether wanna sit his car....<br />hahax....<br />i was like y not....<br />so i said ok and climb in....<br />now i reflect back....<br />everything happen so fast<br />lol<br />we chatted in car while he drove down to basement find parking lu....<br />he ask whether wan drop me at the backhouse there first anot....<br />but i said nvm....i teman him park car....<br />i oni look straight n didnt look at him lo....lol<br />should hav comment about his caror something ! == <br />i was tongue tied....lol<br />then we chat chat laugh laugh<br />then finaly parted coz he go male locker room while i go female<br />aiks....so short but i appreciate it :)<br />it brighten my day thereafter<br />hehe<br />first time a guy reali fetch me in his car leh !<br />so im hapi =p<br /><br />conclusion is no lovey dovey<br />he treat every gal aso like tis de<br />so i shouldnt think too much which is wat i always do!<br />no more plz !<br />stop stop<br />jus admire admire....that is enough<br /><br />n omg.....now this situation i not hapi n takut<br />always when ppl i dun hav feelings for is after me<br />i always avoid them bcoz i duno how 2 react to them<br />i duno how 2 pretend that there is nothing wrong when there is<br />this malay guy which is near to his 30s say he like 19 yr old gals like me<br />at first i ignore it<br />but now im awkward n scare of him.....bcoz he too over.....<br />now im like wtf....aiks....<br />y la everytime aso like tat....<br />n today meet him few times liao....== y la god treat me like tat<br />i hope i wont ever need to folow him my whole 6 months<br />which the chances are veri slim ==<br />he aso say i 4get him adi ah? == <br />he say i like veri scare him.....of coz la....siao wan....<br /><br />just hope everything goes well<br />frens are gud enough for me<br />dun hav bf wont die de ! blek....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-6106928143596018464?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-10066592382372720052010-07-09T08:15:00.000-07:002010-07-09T08:23:48.271-07:00wow wow wow ! <br />i love it !<br />the vamp show is awesome !<br />better director i think<br />n higher class effects<br />woohooo!<br />n pretty ppl<br />lol<br />wolf look yummy<br />vamp look delighful<br />lol<br />jasper like so cool !<br />edward same old same old<br />reserve goodie 2 shoes<br />jacob like bad boy<br />lol<br />emmett big goofball<br />bella improve a lot from last show....<br />i like her here :)<br />feels like reali bella from the book<br />she's so pretty adi<br />alice too!<br />alice n jasper awesome couple !<br /><br />2dAY slept until 12pm<br />wake up<br />makan<br />read read<br />then gym<br />after gym rush to get ready<br />fetch mum then go py !<br />mum like getting on my nerve coz like so easy angry<br />but who cares la<br />talk to her like ada tension<br />2molo work again =(<br />aiksss<br />i need money la !<br />wan buy lotz of stuff !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-1006659238237272005?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-53471852627767363472010-07-08T09:25:00.000-07:002010-07-08T09:41:46.952-07:00yeah~~~~<br />off day 2molo<br />so 2day after work went jalan jalan at time square<br />but alone la<br />coz mum come from work jam ma.....<br />so bought my stuff<br />kekekekek<br />i <3 kl<br />duno y<br />i like walking in kl la....<br />kekkeke<br />then mum come fetch me but i drove back<br />go pyramid buy movie ticket!<br />watch PREDATORS<br />ok la....boleh tahan....got twist in the end.....<br />makan ireland potato.........my fav...yum yum<br />2molo is twilight!<br />woohoooo!<br /><br />work 2day was ok....<br />folow another butler....<br />boring 2day coz no work....just folow the butler oni....<br />ask me whether i got bf<br />tel me whether wan consider the maintenance guy that is 21 yrs old<br />lol<br />the guy not bad la....but i didnt talk to him<br />he say he dont smoke....no clubbing...play sports n video game wo....lol<br />duno whether real anot....so funny....<br />there's another guy in my butler there tat is aso 21 yrs old<br />totaly the opposite....suka drink.....smoke....clubbing...<br />geng la.....so opposite....<br />but jus frens !<br />keke<br />no lovey dovey....<br />i geng leh?<br />wakakakkaka<br />i reali will appreciate every of my off day lo i tell u<br />kekekekekk jia you !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-5347185262776736347?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-11346568696090564412010-07-07T07:54:00.000-07:002010-07-07T08:09:11.690-07:00hoho<br />my sis has left adi<br />aiks<br />alone again<br />when she here i sometime feel irritated<br />when she not here i miss her dearly<br />aikz...<br />anyhow....my life must continue!<br /><br />2day not bad...<br />work not bad....<br />finaly get to deliver on my own room service....<br />got rm20 tips<br />woohoo!<br />gym reali make me feel better<br />2day went gym again<br />saw him again<br />mixed feelings lo...<br />i duno wat i am feeling<br />but my heart is not reopen yet<br />coz there is nothing<br />jus looking<br />2molo one more day then i off day lu!<br />cant wait !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-1134656869609056441?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-10620030436241864632010-07-06T08:53:00.000-07:002010-07-06T08:59:28.448-07:00yup<br />it is<br />im gonna close it up<br />seal it up<br />sew it up<br />coz nobody holds the key to it<br />gym guy<br />it's reali over<br />told u the day wil come<br />when it will stop<br />n it has stopped<br />i duno wat 2 say<br />there r no words<br />he avoiding<br />so i aso avoid<br />anyway i didnt do anything stupid like tel him how i feel<br />so it's okay i guess<br />wat u never tel wont hurt you<br /><br />fren less<br />boy less<br />lol<br />aiks<br />duno le<br />see how it goes lo<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-1062003043624186463?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-41919009762710350902010-07-03T09:28:00.000-07:002010-07-03T09:52:17.560-07:00i start work adi<br />on 1st july<br />will veri no time update blog lo<br />for 6 months gua...<br />hahax<br />coz vri tired n lazy<br />unless i super rajin !<br />no guys aso<br />aiks<br />wont get to pak tor lo<br />gym guy n everything aso boh liao lo...<br />sienzzzz<br />haizzz<br />no love for 6 months!<br />or mayb forever<br />xD ahahahhahax<br />coz i gt no frens <br />n so boring<br />after sis leave then i think i oni got my mum lo<br />i can b a lou ku po adi<br />haahhahhax<br />destined<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-4191900976271035090?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-10056315595936306402010-06-26T10:06:00.000-07:002010-06-26T10:13:33.484-07:00lol<br />this is a korean song<br />from a group CN BLUE?<br />i think that is it....<br />im a loner?<br />mayb i am<br />like to b alone sometime<br />exception my sister kacao me to teman her<br />hehehe<br />i like to read book hear music on my own<br />of coz watch movie in cinema i would like someone<br />my mum is cool if i dun hav my frens<br /> im a homey?<br />mayb....home is where the heart is?<br />hahax...<br />i think so....<br />sometime i prefer to laze around<br />but not more than 24 hours....<br />next we hav my gym<br />the top most propriety on my list<br />veri important<br />sory im so obsesed wit it<br />but it is jus me ok?<br />accept it or just pass....<br />lets see<br />wat else?<br />loner, homey, gym addict.....<br />do things my way.....dun care how ppl feel....lol<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-1005631559593630640?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-3404055262033856392010-06-26T09:54:00.000-07:002010-06-26T09:57:52.369-07:00sorry<br />i noe sometime i am not a good fren...<br />when ppl ask me go gathering<br />im jus so lazy....<br />i prefer one on one<br />not a whole group thing<br />dun reali like open houses or parties.....<br />i like to go to malls n jalan jalan outside....<br />parties ouside....gathering outside is fine by me<br />but not in house....<br />forbia in house gua....<br />sorrry<br />but when you need me<br />i'll always b there for you....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-340405526203385639?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-61815762833918942752010-06-25T23:17:00.000-07:002010-06-25T23:31:13.803-07:00that is a song title<br />from a korean drama call CINDERELLA STEPSISTER<br /><br />im not cinderella<br />n i will never be<br />coz im not kind hearted or anything<br />im selfish<br />i only care about myself at times<br />im rude<br />i dun care about my elders bsides my mum, bro n sis....<br />thats all i care about<br />you know who's the cinderella?<br />my sis<br />she's like the angel<br />she smile at everybody<br />she's goood to everybody....<br />i hope she find her true love one day :)<br /><br />找不到人說 心裡的寂寞<br />找不到人懂 怕黑的折磨<br />找不到命中注定 在一起的那个人<br />很多人都像我 一個人過生活<br /><br />我在等一個人 在等我的永恒 <br />告訴我 愛不單行 別害怕<br /><br />will cinderella sister have her own fairy tale too?<br />yes i believe everyone has one<br />jus the process of it is different<br />if you lose one will you hav another one?<br />yes<br />when the door closes<br />surely there is a window<br />if oni you try to find it<br /><br />喜欢你怎么办 <br /><br />my forehead has like a big sticker on it which tell people not to come near....<br />my sis say is bcoz of my devil stare....lol<br />scary.....hahax....<br />but if i dun smile....or i am deep in thought<br />my face memang like tat<br />wat do you wan me to do wo<br />n im not a faker <br />sory<br />i dun like means i dun like....<br />got a problem?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-6181576283391894275?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-53638185002477866982010-06-23T18:48:00.000-07:002010-06-23T18:52:41.329-07:00do you know....<br />im waiting for the day when i meet him somewhere else besides gym place<br />where i c him with another gal<br />holding hands n happy wit each other<br />yeah....that will toaly break my heart....<br />bcoz now im in the clueless zone<br />duno whether he is taken or not....<br /><br />You might think I dont look<br />But deep inside<br />In the corner of my mind<br />Im attached to you<br />Im weak<br />Its true<br />Cuz im afraid to know the answer<br />Do you want me too?<br />Cuz my heart keeps falling faster<br /><br />You dont know what you do<br />Everytime you walk into the room<br />Im afraid to move<br />Im weak<br />Its true<br />Im just scared to know the ending <br />Do you see me too?<br />Do you even know u met me?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-5363818500247786698?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-55582990349303636032010-06-23T07:32:00.000-07:002010-06-23T08:05:08.393-07:00i duno wat to write le<br />but i think i wil write away anyway<br />coz i need to write this down<br />lol<br />woke up<br />eat eat<br />wash movie wit my sis<br />BACK UP PLAN<br />jennifer lopez and some handsome guy<br />lol<br />nice show la...<br />make me lovey dovey all over<br />read my historical romance aso<br />make me think think think about.....somemore got who?<br />then gym time....<br />finaly....<br />went wit mum<br />duno y feel like in quite a good mood<br />laugh wit mum the whole way<br />lol<br />laugh wit her frens too<br />which i seldom do<br />saw him<br />as usual....<br />wat happpen to his gang ah i wonder?<br />him alone again<br />try to not look at him<br />coz mum fill finish water go stand near him<br />then of coz i go stand wit her right.....==<br />i dun look at you but i am looking at you<br />lol<br />then at first start classs le cant c him through mirror<br />but after little while he came into view a little bit<br />then more n more.....<br />is that a sign?<br />or he wanna avoid me at first?<br />i dun get it<br />i jus enjoy looking at him tats all<br />push up time pun sama<br />he walk....but head turn the other way....<br />2 can play this game okkkkk <br />i aso turn my head....<br />but he look so handsome......haizzz.....<br />watever.....<br />saw his car in the basement on the way home<br />trying to look for any clue....<br />lol<br />his car very empty wei....<br />no traces of feminine touch......is that a gud sign? i duno....lol<br />family man car aso veri simple de ma....<br />example....my uncles car....so doesnt mean anything....<br />i oni saw mcd sticker, road tax sticker.....<br />then finaly a clue !<br />rhythm avenue sticker !<br />i check online for the word<br />rhythm avenue is usj 19<br />the new place wit the new carrefour n giant nearby<br />totally the other side of my address ==<br />he stay so far....but he actually come here for gym....<br />not bad eh....<br />i hope he wil continue to do so....<br />when i start training duno how le =(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-5558299034930363603?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-15596037980596238712010-06-22T06:04:00.000-07:002010-06-22T06:14:54.630-07:00emo day 2day<br />i duno y<br />think period overload<br />lol<br />wake up in the morning<br />feeling crappy<br />lol<br />hair so messy<br />so tied up to go out<br />go out eat sakae sushi<br />no salmon but lazy to order<br />so makan makan, sis order wat eat order<br />eat from the converyor belt<br />then makan habis go carrefour stock up groceries<br />mood lagi down<br />i dono why<br />even my mum call me to confirm my training at ritz carlton aso like no feel like tat<br />shit la...<br />but im reali hapi i got the ritz carlton<br />thank god<br />begins in july!<br />wish me luck!<br /><br />mood no gud until didnt feel like goin gym 2day<br />duno whether he got go anot leh....<br />haizzz<br />i duno wat to do wit him la....<br />stop invading me!<br />i think it is coming to an end<br />will i miss it<br />yes i will<br />of coz<br />handsome stranger<br />man of my dreams....of my mind....<br />6 months of training will get me over you i guess<br />but he was like the perfect of not so perfect.....<br />hahax....<br />siao lang....<br />poetry meh....<br />im imagination again....<br />dun mind me....<br />im a real romantis<br />waiting for my romance.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-1559603798059623871?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-3377587416701573362010-06-21T08:14:00.000-07:002010-06-21T08:41:01.765-07:00wow<br />yet another surprise<br />i can recognise his back adi<br />lol<br />coz 2day i saw this guy's back again<br />n straight away i was like IT"S HIM<br />lol<br />alone again<br />but he stil talk to gals de la....<br />n other people....<br /><br />didnt reali look at him 2day<br />coz i period<br />no mood ah ==<br />jus gave a few intense stare<br />he aso nothing wan....<br />haiz....<br />push up tat time suddenly he wan bhind me ==<br />i duno why<br />im not hapi n not sad<br />coz nothing happen aso<br />he bhind me, so wat?<br />it doesnt mean anything...<br />he can place his mat anywhere he wants....<br /><br />my conclusion is that<br />nothing wil ever happen between him n me<br />he totaly wont make a move, mayb he dun even feel anything....<br />im positive<br />it's up to me<br />but do i wanna do it?<br />i duno.....==<br />i feel like wirting a love letter<br />n jus put it at his car<br />that is as far as i wil go if im gonna do it....<br />haiz<br />but duno la...<br />the month is coming to an end<br />if everything goes smoothly<br />i wil start training on 1st or 5th july....<br />i noe the love letter wont help me much<br />coz he wont noe who i am<br />n mayb he think it is just a joke<br />but nvm<br />i jus wanna express myself....<br />i think i get to see him these 2 days becoz the next 2 days i wont get to see him....<br />i hav that feeling<br />coz the tues n wed coach is not here....<br />so mayb he wont b there....<br />aiks....<br />but anyway thanks coz i get to see him.....<br />i appreciate it... <3<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-337758741670157336?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-78727542904839217582010-06-19T23:57:00.000-07:002010-06-20T00:51:53.169-07:00wow<br />serious.....<br />reali...<br />unexpected<br />hahaha....veri funny.....lol<br />anyway<br />started my day wit waking up....<br />lazy lazy....<br />get ready for gym<br />wake my sis....<br />then after tat<br />dad fetch me go gym<br />then they all go makan lo....<br /><br />then at gym<br />i saw tis guy<br />wit his back facing me...sitting down there....<br />i straight away thought that the guy look like him<br />jus sitting there....<br />then i think....no way....he dun come on a weekend<br />so i didnt bother<br /><br />so i jus went in locker room<br />get ready<br />n walk out again to fill my bottle water<br />then i look again<br />then reali is him wo....<br />i was like wow....<br />hahahax....<br />he wore sleeveless la....so didnt reali look like him<br />hahax....<br />but stil steal my breath away....<br />he was alone....hmmmmm...not wit the gang.....<br />i pura pura ignore him <br />when actually i noe he is so obviously there<br />hahax....<br />i pretend to look around but i was actually looking at you <3<br />anyway no progress between he n me<br />if a guy is interested.....surely he wil b the first one to approach rite?<br />rite?????<br />bcoz i duno whether i can take it if i kena reject 2nd time ==<br />can i?<br />duno duno<br />no answer there....<br />ahhhh<br />but stil i thank god today for letting me see him<br />:)<br />at least stil got that....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-7872754290483921758?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-2647037145759174842010-06-19T02:31:00.000-07:002010-06-19T02:47:08.911-07:00i stil love the show <br />it stil giv me the feeling<br />which i wish i would hav<br />haizz<br />nice show wei<br />super awesome<br />gerald butler.....<br />love you till the end<br /><br />2day went cycling it sis n dad for father's day<br />i love it !<br />i love outdoor, nature n sports !<br />woohoo~~~<br />nice day.....<br />ehehehehhe<br />i love challenge tooo<br />climb hill<br />see fishes....<br />weeee~~~~~<3<br /><br />i love you<br />i hope i'll find you one day<br />even though i aso like to go find u<br />but i duno la....<br />it's the last week adi....<br />should i do something<br />will i regret it....<br />hmmmmm<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-264703714575917484?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-81347133258893336342010-06-18T09:45:00.000-07:002010-06-18T10:11:11.730-07:00i jus look at the calendar recently<br />n i jus realised i got less than 4 times to c him la !<br />it is 2 times oni to b corectly<br />means next week is the next week le....<br />ahhhhhh<br />must appreciate it no matter wat happen<br />wanna write a love letter?<br />i duno<br />hahahax....<br />next week is my last chance le....<br />huhuhuhuhu<br /><br />n my tattooo skin is peeling like onion<br />lol<br />anyway i guess it's gud news<br />means that it is healing !<br />n i would b able to show off soon<br />yeah......<br />lol =p<br />love of my life<br />i miss you....<br />love of my life....<br />lol<br />it's a song<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-8134713325889333634?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-62826537427400900952010-06-16T09:47:00.000-07:002010-06-16T10:11:21.641-07:00lol....<br />here i amm again....<br />lovey dovey <br />lol<br />coz i jus saw a love thing on tv<br />so thinking of him<br />which is not a good thing at the moment<br />since im gonna c him next week oni<br /><br />n tattoo getting better n better....<br />weeeee~~~~ <3<br />im hapi....<br /><br />i oni got eyes for you?<br />love of my life?<br />looking at you through the mirror?<br />is not the thing?<br />is not me<br />but no choice right?<br />i duno...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-6282653742740090095?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-51449438346603049402010-06-16T08:08:00.000-07:002010-06-16T08:24:44.247-07:00sometime<br />im crazy over him<br />sometime<br />im ok<br />nothing<br />no feeling<br />like 2day<br />no crazy feeling like reali got 2 see him<br />reali miss him<br />2day tak ada<br /><br />stay home the whole day <br />nothing t do<br />anyway rest awhile coz jus got the tattoo ma<br />then at night go gym lo<br />go gym aso half coz of him<br />so scare that mayb he wont b there<br />but lucky he was there<br />i saw him<br />but he like nothing aso....<br />so nothing lo...<br />look at him only lu<br />then balik....<br />balik tat time saw him sitting there coz i never bath<br />so balik early...<br />he jus sit there....like a normal dude<br />2day not feeling strong for him<br />hahax<br />duno y....<br />nothing happen 2day wit him ats y i disappointed bah<br />thats y i dun like when i anticipate<br />anticipate then will b nothing de...<br />haizzz....<br />sAw him once oni tis week<br />hope wil c more next week<br />coz i goin training le<br />haizzz<br />i count count count<br />get to see him 4 or less more times oni....<br />if each of us aso dun miss the class...<br />hmmm....<br />duno la...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-5144943834660304940?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-84129661656352357902010-06-15T06:49:00.000-07:002010-06-15T07:13:02.507-07:00ahhhhhhhhhhhh<br />i got my taytooooo<br />xD<br />pain like shit wei <br />but worthy i guess<br />a love shape<br />represent all my love of my life<br />hehehehehe<br />on my right shoulder<br />make me cant go gym 2day !<br />ahhhhhhhhhhhh<br />make me cant c him 2day !<br />n i cried bcoz of that.....<br />lol<br />i think is my emotion haywire<br />the tattoo....then canot go gym coz of tatooo<br />so sad....then cant c him.....so emotion haywire i guess....<br />lol<br />something wrong wit me<br />or i reali reali reali tis time stuck on him?<br />haizzz<br />i duno la<br />when my sis say 2molo mayb let me go gym<br />i was like so hapi u noe !<br />siao liao.....hahax....<br />anyway<br />i jus know wat im feeling right now....<br />i miss him !<br />veri much !<br />does tat means i like him veri much too ?<br />i duno....==<br />i miss him.......!!<br />2day no go gym veri sad.....<br />reali veri sad....<br />but i hope 2molo i can go !<br />plz!<br />n plz he b there !<br />it's world cup now<br />but i hope he wil b there 2molo !<br />plz!<br />plz plz plz plz.....<br />lol<br />siao liao....ahahahahax....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-8412966165635235790?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-11982512203205177122010-06-12T09:01:00.000-07:002010-06-12T09:04:41.969-07:00ok here is my love story<br />if i ever get my love story<br />starring me n him<br />heehee =p<br />i know im crazy<br />imagination running wild wit me<br /><br />well....<br />it'll b tat he finally hav the guts to talk wit me<br />n we r goin out<br />all the lovely dates<br />but we still act like we duno know each other in gym<br />hahahhax<br />then finally after awhile....<br />getting to know more about each other<br />we r finaly offcially <3<br />hehehehe<br />so my fb status aso change liao....<br />take a lot of sweet sweet pics wit him<br />hahax....<br /><br />yup ts is all that i have think<br />jus veri veri sweet<br />but of coz where got i so lucky....<br />heehee<br />jus a story to share at the moment<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-1198251220320517712?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-67901793898251597052010-06-10T14:53:00.000-07:002010-06-10T15:04:13.059-07:00wat is AMF?<br />amigos mother F er !!!<br />hahax....<br />from the movie A team :)<br />love it<br />sohai 4 man in movie<br />funny like hell<br /><br />exam finaly over....<br />so went out lu....<br />with mei yee <3<br />we went karaoke first lol<br />tat day the sound system super good lo<br />wakakaka....<br />then jalan jalan<br />im reali a bookwormiee<br />i bought lots of reading material =p<br />so wat<br />i love it<br />my sis complain<br />but i dun care<br />ahahahahahax....<br />then saw the A team movie together wit sis n frens<br />coz she got extra tix so me n mei yee aso see<br />so nice....<br />eheheehehe<br />lotz of people<br />mei yee say she smitten onto tat one guy<br />hahahaax...<br />i told her tat guy look like jus come out of anime....<br />but not my type lo.....<br />but still saw lots of leng chai at 1u....<br />but stil i was hoping i could c him<br />i dun wanna jus c him in subang parade or at the gym<br />i wanna c him somewhere else la....<br />when did i bcame like tat<br />is he even tat worthy<br />im here all so loyal<br />mayb he there duno doin wat....<br />lol<br />heading for a heart heart heartbreak !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-6790179389825159705?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-48105560282081245542010-06-09T07:44:00.000-07:002010-06-09T08:28:29.125-07:00keep on sleeping sleeping sleeping<br />alarm actualy put veri early de<br />but then keep putting later to wake up...<br />duno y<br />pillow too nice i guess....<br /><br />then go chee chee house first....<br />study n chat wit her lo....<br />then go skool for exam....<br />hot like hell<br />always sweat like hell ==<br />dun like lo....<br />haizz....<br /><br />eng exam i jus simply do oni gua<br />no mood to do aso<br />then fai fai come out....<br />then wait for chee they all....<br />then chit chat....<br />then balik lo....<br />duno la....<br />i think i bond best wit chee oni lo<br />other frens like aiks....<br />duno la....<br />hope will recover soon<br /><br />then balik rumah<br />makan<br />tengok sis<br />suppose wan sleep but didnt sleep coz got tis great movie on astro<br />it is called WHY DID I GET MARRIED<br />saw it wit sis<br />this movie a lot of drama wan<br />gao funny lo...<br />make me scare of marriage....lol<br />but coz got gym so cant c finish the show....<br /><br />went to gym wit a good mood coz of the show<br />lol<br />walk in to class lo....<br />saw him lo<br />aso saw a lengchai standing at my place there<br />but i wasnt interested.....lol<br />geng leh<br />then i notice oh<br />he was looking at me through the mirror....<br />i duno whether i perasan or not...<br />but when i look at him through the mirror...<br />i saw him looking back too...<br />izit my mind playing tricks on me<br />hahahaha....duno...dun care.....<br /><br />then through out the class....<br />i keep looking at him through the side mirror....<br />coz now front mirror cant see him anymore....<br />but nvm....side mirror is also good....<br />i look away everytime his head turn in my direction....<br />he is seriously occupying my head...<br />hahax....<br /><br />then push up tat time aso leh....<br />i thought wont b able to see him....<br />coz usually push up cant c him de ma....<br />mana tau when cooling down tat time....<br />i notice my line of sight included him in it....<br />hahaz....<br />so lucky....<br />n mayb it s my imagination<br />but through out the whole class<br />i can always c his head turn in my direction when he think im not lookin....<br />hahahahax....<br />im jus saying oni!<br />mayb it's true...mayb it's not....<br />i duno....n mayb i dun wanna know....im content i guess....<br /><br />then put back the mat tat time aso<br />i always c him through the mirror so he wont noe ma<br />mana tau tis time when i look through the mirror<br />i saw him looking through the mirror at me too....<br />lol<br />mayb it's my mind trick again la....hehe<br />i stil dun dare look at him but who cares<br />not like he made anything to wanna know me better<br />i will resist of not making the first move<br />unless im desperate<br />lol....<br />im hapi like tat i guess<br />i noe it will end someday<br />tats the day heartbreak will come....<br /><br />then dad n sis late fetch me<br />mood getting foul<br />then go back home<br />kena mum marah<br />yeah it jus get worst<br />thought hapi hapi<br />but then it end in misery<br />great la<br />thx la....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-4810556028208124554?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-86918711741012604602010-06-08T09:00:00.000-07:002010-06-08T09:05:26.141-07:00there is aso other things about my life bsides him =p<br />today exam sucks!<br />i gave up n didnt care<br />wasnt in a mood anymore....<br />then chee suddenly say wan go watch movie<br />i told her i was up for it since i drove today<br />then she aso serious so we went to watch SHREK FOREVER AFTER !<br />i rate it ok ok la<br />coz saw so many shrek movie bfore it<br />i always think tat the first movie was the best !<br />where shrek rescue fiona....<br /><br />then after tat went home<br />on the way home got news from lecturer about my training<br />finally got interview on friday<br />wish me luck ! <3<br /><br />then balik enjoy wit sis<br />saw this great love movie LEAP YEAR<br />i totally love it<br />feeling all lovey dovey today<br />thats y mayb today crazy bah....<br />somemore wat happen wit him....<br />even more siao.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-8691871174101260460?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-7077218129205846552010-06-08T08:40:00.000-07:002010-06-08T08:59:20.903-07:00well<br />obviously always like tat<br />when u say oh i dun wanna care about it anymore<br />god put it right in front of ur face<br />n i didnt take the chance again<br />bcoz i already decide not to take it<br />always like tat<br />n tis time it's nearer n closer<br />it's driving me nuts !<br />but he didnt do anything aso<br />so mayb he also not interested la<br />god jus make me hapi for awhile oni<br />haizzz<br />well here's how it goes<br /><br />went early to subang parade coz sis n mum wan hav fish market for dinner<br />so folow them lo<br />i didnt eat la coz later got gym<br />after dinnet went grocery shopping at cold storage<br />was peacefully shopping n enjoying wit my crazy sis<br />wasnt thinking about anything<br /><br />then come the time to pay at the cashier<br />aso jus like normal putting the stuff on counter n in trolley<br />but!!! suddenly!!<br />i look at the person bhind my mum<br />lining up after us to pay<br />guess wat<br />it's him ==<br />i aso duno hapi or not<br />i was too shock for words<br />i jus continue to talk to my sis<br />act like i didnt care<br />act like i duno<br />he wore working clothes....<br />handsome la....shit...<br />after paying <br />sis push trolley<br />i was like walking in front<br />coz like trying to avoid him<br />but everytime i turn bhind to talk to my sis n mum<br />he is there ==<br />i scare he heard everything we said....<br />he was alone.....<br />after he pay finish aso bhind us....<br />==<br />then halfway walking out of parkson....<br />he walk faster so he was in front....<br />i jus stare at his back....<br />saw him walking to the left while me sis mum walk on the right<br />so thought will jus c him in gym later<br />mana tau ==<br />when i was saying gudbye to sis n mum at the lift<br />duno y he appear bhind again ==<br />so he was walking bhind me as i walk to gym<br />so he actualy got the chance to talk to me if he wan to rite?<br />he aso didnt do anything<br />halfway walkin aso he gone adi<br />coz when i look bhind he not there....<br />so do you think he is interested<br />i dun think so....<br />he got the same chances i aso got<br />he is a guy<br />if he wanna make a move<br />he got a chance there<br />but he didnt<br />so y must i do it?<br />even though i wanna do it jus to get over it<br />but im sure that when i wanna do it<br />god wont giv me a chance again<br />always like tat<br />when i 4get...here he is in front of me<br />when i remember.....he is no where to b found....<br />typical.....<br />u noe wat sis comment?<br />say he look older a lot<br />n look like a married guy ==<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-707721812920584655?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-65328927077248786362010-06-07T08:39:00.000-07:002010-06-07T08:45:00.915-07:00feeling disconnected<br />from my course<br />from my frens<br />duno y<br />feel like no mood<br />y la....<br />hope tis past soon!<br /><br />now exam<br />veri sien lo<br />dun feel like it....<br /><br />bought new sport shoe for gym <3<br />weeee~~ <3<br />white with green sole<br />hahax<br />i veri like<br />n veri comfortable when body combat :)<br /><br />well here's a song<br />for you <3<br /><br />I'm sitting across from you <br />I'm dreaming of the things I'd do <br />I don't speak, you don't know me at all <br /><br />For fear of what you might do <br />I say nothing <br />But stare at you <br />And I'm dreaming, I'm tripping over you <br /><br />Truth be told, my problem's old <br />You mean the world to me but you'll never know <br />You could be cruel to me <br />Why go risking the way that I see you <br />That I see you, that I see you, that I see you, that I see you, that I see you" <br /><br />Conversation's not me at all <br />I'm hesitating, only to fall <br />And I'm weighted, I'm hating everyone <br /><br />Could it be...you feel for me? <br />In any possible similarity <br />If it's so, how would I know? <br />You'll never know me at all... <br /><br />I'm standing across from you <br />I've dreamt alone now the dreams won't do <br /><3<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-6532892707724878636?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-47402674992387033392010-06-03T20:56:00.000-07:002010-06-03T20:58:41.251-07:00mayb i dun wanna hav another chance<br />i survive the week without much thinking about him<br />so should b a good thing right?<br />yeah yeah yeah<br />i hope so<br />god help me<br /><br />the incident of the lift reali puts me off<br />so mayb i jus think about it everytime i get lovey dovey<br />yeah yeah<br />tats a good way to stop<br />i hope<br />n how he avoid my gaze....<br />wont come near me...<br />yeah....<br />think oni all about tis....<br />yeah....lol...i think....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-4740267499238703339?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-53506063749720140522010-06-02T09:02:00.000-07:002010-06-02T09:15:41.450-07:00god is trying to test me i think<br />i mean<br />i wrote the paper<br />for him<br />but in the end<br />i was a coward n tear it up<br />i should not hav done tat<br />bcoz god gave me a chance<br />but i was too scare i blew it<br /><br />sis drive me go gym<br />we park car coz she wan jalan jalan<br />then suddenly when finding carpark.....<br />saw him driving car....<br />i was like shock until duno wat 2 do<br />i keep pretend tat i didnt c him<br />shit<br />i should b braver !<br />now i regret it....<br />i didnt walk up to him n talk to him<br />haizzz....<br />i jus kept sticking to my sis<br />bcoz i was scare....<br />damn it.....<br />he drove a purple reddish proton wira<br />i even jot down the number plat....<br />lol<br /> jus in case....<br />i know.....im crazy.....<br /><br />anyway tis make me hapi<br />but wat he did didnt make me hapi<br />we were walking to the lift<br />he was bhind<br />then as we got there<br />wait for life to come lo<br />as i turn back to see him....finaly got the courage....<br />u know wat he do?<br />he freaking move away n walk out....<br />i was like wtf....<br />tat is like total rejection right?<br />he cat even stand begin in the same lift as me?<br />come on la....<br />am i tat bad?<br />haizzz<br />total heartbreak man tat one....<br /><br />then gym time lu....<br />saw him....<br />my eyes only hav him<br />but i dun think he has me<br />i reali jus wanna walk up to him n ask him is he single n get over it....<br />haizzzz<br />god dun play wit me<br />is either u giv me another chance....or dun giv me at all<br />dun giv me hope if you r goin to bring me down again.....<br /><br />y must i always make the first move?<br />i wan to make it jus to clear tis thing up<br />so i wont think about it anymore....<br />i even went down to basement again just to see whether i can get another chance....<br />but i jus saw his car....<br />haizzz...<br />im reali stupid right?<br />yes i am....<br /><br />will u give me another chance?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-5350606374972014052?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-48476691490993956622010-06-01T22:50:00.000-07:002010-06-01T23:07:50.137-07:00hey you !<br />the guy standing over there<br />i know we dont know each other<br />but i think i got tat feeling for ya<br /><br />i know im not the one on ur mind<br />but i wanna b that gal tat take your breath away<br />must i take the first step so that you will know<br />wats goin on inside of me<br /><br />when i dun see you, im disappointed<br />when i see you, im sad<br />i cant get you outta my head<br />looking at handsome guys is no cure<br />i only compare you to them<br />baby cant you see<br />i pretend that i dun care<br />but actually i care the most !<br /><br />if you're not single<br />it's time for me to put you bhind<br /><br />but if you're single<br />i wish that u will give me a chance<br />to show you how i feel<br /><br />looking at you 2 times a week is not enough<br />how i wish tat i could see you everyday<br />the guy standing there<br />wats your name whats your number<br />i wanna get to know you<br />would you give me a chance<br />i may younger than you a lot<br />but hey age does not matter to me<br />i hope it does not to you too<br /><br />im just holding on to 'what if'<br />by confssing my feelings to you<br />if it fails<br />this is the end.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-4847669149099395662?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-88559358366051570062010-06-01T10:01:00.000-07:002010-06-01T10:11:22.904-07:00seriously<br />something broken in me<br />i think<br />lol<br />after presentation<br />ok ok lo<br />see guys in skool aso nothing wei.....==<br />reali broken joh......lol<br />sis fetch me back.....<br />then go home makan makan....<br />then rest<br />then sis wake me up to go carrefour to buy her stuff....<br />went carrefour.....<br />saw quite a few guys.....<br />guys that look like they work n veri grown up.....<br />lol<br />but i feel nothing?<br />seriously ?<br />i duno.....==<br />wtf....<br />i like c them....but i think of him? haizzz....<br />siao deh adi me....<br /><br />then gym time<br />i keep looking around for him !<br />omg ==<br />then didnt c him....<br />class start aso he never come<br />then feel disappointed woh ==<br />haizzz....<br />then suddenly after music start....<br />when i turn to mirror to look<br />eh?<br />saw him sitting bhind there tying his hand for combat....<br />lol....<br />he late wo....<br />hapi to see him wo....<br />== damn....<br />but then i dun think he interested adi...<br />cant c him through the mirrors liao...<br />he would look at me anymore....<br /><br />wat to do la !!!<br />dun c him aso sad<br />c him aso sad<br />dun look at him sad<br />look at him aso sad<br />arghhhhhh<br />should i confess?<br />i feel like confessing<br />then b sad n heartbroken<br />then get over it<br />not hanging here like an idiot....<br /><br />i rather hurt than feel nothing at all.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-8855935836605157006?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-16233976727838082842010-05-30T08:36:00.000-07:002010-05-30T08:41:22.292-07:00If you believe it’s in my soul<br />I’d say all the words that I know<br />Just to see if it would show<br />That I’m trying to let you know<br />That I’m better off on my own<br /><br /><3<br /><br />This place is so empty<br />My thoughts are so tempting<br />I don’t know how it got so bad<br />Sometimes it’s so crazy<br />That nothing can save me<br />But it’s the only thing that I have<br /><br />Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep, <br />Up above in my head, instead of going under.<br />Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep, <br />Up above in my head, instead of going under.<br />Instead of going under.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-1623397672783808284?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-72762202218070932272010-05-30T08:34:00.000-07:002010-05-30T08:35:43.480-07:00In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,<br />When you don't know what you're looking to find.<br />In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,<br />When you just never know what you will find.<br /><br /><3<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-7276220221807093227?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-8878523231584240792010-05-30T08:13:00.000-07:002010-05-30T08:14:21.979-07:00What's the deal with my brain?<br />Why am I so obviously insane?<br />In a perfect situation<br />I let love down the drain.<br />There's the pitch, slow and straight.<br />All I have to do is swing<br />and I'm a hero, but I'm a zero.<br /><br />Tell me there's a logic out there.<br />Leading me to better prepare<br />For the day that something really special might come.<br />Tell me there's some hope for me.<br />I don't wanna be lonely<br />For the rest of my days on the earth.<br /><br /><3<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-887852323158424079?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-728240153120277212010-05-28T10:14:00.000-07:002010-05-28T10:24:04.168-07:00so what <br />who cares<br />my heart has already been broken duno how many times<br />does it make a different tis time ?<br /><br />i can do wateva i want<br />i want to look<br />means i wan to look<br />not like im stalking him or anything<br />it's not a crime<br />he cant sue me....<br />im not doin anything wrong.....<br />im jus goin wit my feelings !!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-72824015312027721?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-74514133426871255332010-05-26T07:49:00.000-07:002010-05-26T08:06:43.005-07:00no need to say<br />im disappointed<br />everything is jus so not.....<br />aiksss<br />i aso duno wat to say<br />assign bye bye<br />him aso bye bye<br />wateva<br />everytime aso like tat<br />y m i like tat?<br />i dun wan look anymore<br />i dun wanna feel anymore<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-7451413342687125533?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-33652624787570370302010-05-25T19:11:00.000-07:002010-05-25T19:18:57.649-07:00ok<br />now im in library<br />reach here like early in the morning<br />where there was no people<br />but now like getting more n more<br />no privacy<br />lol<br />but obviously rite<br />it's the library<br />people come here to study n do stuff.....<br />lol.....<br /><br />waiting waiting for the presentation<br />help~~~~~<br />surely =_____=<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-3365262478757037030?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-82067008241938935612010-05-25T08:30:00.000-07:002010-05-25T08:39:55.804-07:00this day has finaly come<br />yes<br />i cant denied it<br />im sad<br />im heart broken<br />but u mmg know adi rite?<br />tis wan u ownself cari de <br />is your own fault lo....<br /><br />you anticipate again the oni 2 days in the week tat u can c him<br />2day even tie hair properly n wear earrings<br />but what did u get?<br />disappointment<br />2day he standin the middle<br />he didnt stand bside his gal<br />i duno y<br />but he in the middle i cant c him<br />so he trying to avoid me rite?<br />haizzzz<br />totally avoiding me.....<br /><br />well tis is the end i guess...<br />no more for me<br />make me dun feel like goin to comabt on mon n tues<br />haizzz<br />cant wait till i training then mayb no need c him anymore....<br /><br />you look so beautiful today<br />i tried to look at you but you move away<br />i guess that means that is not okay<br />what can i do?<br />my heart is turning grey....<br /><br />permenant heartbreak !<br />i'll jus b by the sidelines<br />looking at him.....<br />doin tat is not a crime rite?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-8206700824193893561?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-7080424117362441322010-05-22T09:26:00.000-07:002010-05-22T09:31:57.199-07:00huhuhuh<br />reali lazy<br />got assignment n presentation<br />but im here<br />slacking<br />lol<br />i noe<br />i will face the consequences later =p<br /><br />im still thinking of you<br />can i b blame?<br />not something i can control<br />i hate tis part right here<br />when u r single<br />dun have anyone to hug<br />or to lean on<br />the closest u hav is ur family<br /><br />u noe<br />the 3 days when i was alone<br />coz mum went singa land<br />n waiting for sis to come back<br />i was so lonely<br />i really wanted someone special to b by my side<br />someone for me to hug<br />haizzz<br /><br />after fetch mum n sis from airport<br />i hugged my mum to sleep in the car<br />it was the best feeling ever :)<br />i love family <3<br />i aso hope i will find u soon<br />i want you so bad <3<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-708042411736244132?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-13600756008346539452010-05-21T09:01:00.000-07:002010-05-21T10:29:31.560-07:00i must b outta my head<br />coz y m i so loyal to him ?<br />sometime there is leng chai at gym<br />but i dun care or dun wanna look at them<br />hen hao xiao lo<br />y must b so loyal to him?<br />mayb ppl jus toying wit u, u pun tak tao ah<br />must b somehing wrong wit me<br />not my bf aso so loyal<br />siao lang<br />i stil can look at other guys de !<br /><br />you oni c him twice a week !<br />one single thing aso duno about him!<br />siao !<br /><br />suddenly emo <br />something wrong wit me<br />coz now home alone<br />aiks....<br />he is nothing but a crush<br />im sure....<br />face reality gal !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-1360075600834653945?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-84693450792227952372010-05-19T08:41:00.000-07:002010-05-19T09:07:52.333-07:00finaly<br />the day tat i anticipated has come<br />first body combat class after 10 days....<br />i have been dreaming about wat it will be like<br />but of coz my dream is better than reality<br /><br />mom followed me<br />so i was no lonely<br />of coz saw him la....<br />d0no wat tis mean....<br />but jus let me talk the crap of 2day here ok? =p<br /><br />mom went out first....<br />so when i went out....<br />go looking for her....<br />saw him through glass window...<br />he adi standing there wit his gf....(I THINK!!!)<br />u noe y i think?<br />bcoz they everytime 2gether....<br />arghhh<br />idc....<br />my mum was standing where i can c him veri clearly ==<br />anyway after tat we jus went in lo<br />the new floor<br />lol<br />reali veri new....<br />makes the room bigger or it is jus i long time no been inside joh...lol<br />then the mirrors like so clear <br />i could c him practically from anywhere....<br />lol<br />anyway i try to avoid looking at him at first<br />but after little while<br />aiksss<br />couldnt resist<br />so sorry....<br />lol<br /><br />conclusion is nothing happen ok !<br />so no big deal<br />still the same<br />you know nothing about tis guy....<br />wats the point?<br />so exciting to look at him twice a week which will result in nothing?<br />forget forget forget !<br />which u apparenty cant unless you stop gointo combat<br />or he stop goin to combat !<br />ughhh<br />see how it goes during july<br />when training comes<br />i wont b able to see him anymore....<br />good or bad?<br />mayb for the better....<br /><br />tal<br />u always hav crushes that would never ever result in anything<br />it is always moot<br />so enjoy while u can<br />bfore it goes away....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-8469345079222795237?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-28827347201235797932010-05-15T05:54:00.000-07:002010-05-15T06:01:08.740-07:00wow<br />im so tired but hapi !<br />went 2 c robin hood n furry vengeance !<br />wakakakaka<br />robin hood is the bomb !<br />furry vengeance iis jus ur other comedy<br />but still nice coz got the brandon guy from mummy<br />russel crowe look so handsome<br />lol<br />i know he is old but ada gaya la xD<br /><br />2day is at midvaley<br />went there early early<br />to buy ticket<br />then makan makan<br />jalan jalan<br />buy my black high heel for training n interview<br />lucky got one :)<br />then so bought a paper straw hat !<br />lol<br />i been wanting a straw hat but all so expensive<br />im hapi to get tis coz it oni cost me rm15 !!!!<br />weeeee~~~<3<br />then of coz bought my mags aso...<br />hehehe<br />saw the lollipop phone<br />feel like wanna buy le.....<br />huhuhu<br />take my money go shopping or buy phone eh???<br />if im buying it<br />i wanna decide bfore my training lo.....<br />coz after tat i think i wil lose interest liao....<br />hmmm<br />c how it goes<br />i stil hav time.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-2882734720123579793?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-50887518158811122192010-05-11T14:49:00.000-07:002010-05-11T14:54:42.587-07:00n i hate of not seeing you !<br />i may lose interest in you !<br />i mean im like tat ok....<br />i dun c the fellow anymore....<br />so surely my eyes will look around right?<br />1 week is no joke<br />especally a guy u dun even noe<br />u jus look at him oni<br /><br />irritating ! <br />if he care he should at least come....<br />but noooo<br />u dun see him.....<br />n im tired....<br />i went after bfore n it fail<br />i duno whether i can take another wan....<br />enough heartbreak !<br /><br />n some ppl cant move on?<br />like my fren<br />she reali love her ex<br />stil will accept him back anytime<br />n mayb my mum too...<br />even she dun show<br />actually stil care about my dad gua....<br />they r not the oni guy in the world !<br />but these feelings i wont understand<br />u cant tell a person to give up when they stilhave feelings<br />mayb i never reali loved a person bfore....<br />havent understand it yet<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-5088751815881112219?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-42886734338422398002010-05-11T14:42:00.000-07:002010-05-11T14:48:31.215-07:00u know wat i hate ?<br />a lot of stuff<br />lol<br />who doesnt?<br />but now im gonna cover on one topic oni i guess<br />coz its getting on my nerves<br /><br />someone that is not satisfied wit their own work<br />dno how 2 improve it themselves<br />keep saying oh ur wan better la.....which is such a fraud<br />keep saying oh im gonna fail....blah blah blah....<br />always last minute<br />i mean even worse last minute then me leh!<br />me already bad enough adi lol.....<br />keep saying from start of sem<br />oh i got a lot of idea....<br />i jus duno how 2 put into words....<br />==<br />means no idea la....<br />last time i helped<br />tis time no way~~~im done helping<br /><br />o yeah<br />i aso hate ppl tat not on time<br />dun past up on time<br />dun giv me my stuff on time....<br />==<br />haiz<br />unfortunately we have to live wit the weaknesses<br />i noe<br />i aso got....<br />will try to improve<br />or at least do a better job<br />not lie around n frut over what is already happen<br />which u cant change....<br />dun b so negative ppl !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-4288673433842239800?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-18485250336642291412010-05-10T09:44:00.000-07:002010-05-10T09:48:01.605-07:00shit<br />so many nice stuff<br />wanna buy<br />huhuhu<br />but body size still not nice enough to fit onto everything that i wan ==<br />y laaa<br />i so big size....n meaty<br />lol<br />well it's jus who i m!<br />who cares !<br />love me or hate me =p<br /><br />gym 2day was booooooring....<br />run 15 mins.....do 2 other machines....for 15 mins each tooo....<br />then tats it....<br />lol<br />boring la....<br />but at least got sweat la....<br />leg aso pain<br />coz long time no run le...<br />doin tis for a week....<br />walao eh...<br />can tahan gua....<br /><br />i wanna b a billionaire so freaking bad ~~~~<br />new song....<br />lol<br />serious...not kidding<br />by travis mccoy ft bruno mars<br />enjoy !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-1848525033664229141?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-77477668414225188642010-05-09T07:46:00.001-07:002010-05-09T07:49:20.257-07:00dont call my name<br />im not your babe ~~~<br />lol<br />lady gaga new song<br />alejandro <3<br />love it<br />kekeke<br /><br />well 2day mother's day<br />hapi mother's day<br />my mood ok ok oni lo....<br />haizzz...<br />feel like something missing<br />speak wit mum aso like got something not right =/<br />hmmmm<br /> i hope it past soon.....<br /><br />1 week no combat<br />so back on running in gym lo<br />nothing to do aso<br />dun go then aso canot<br />i feel that gym is part of my life<br />i never go like no moood le....<br />==<br />if this a gud thing or bad thing?<br />gym addict?<br />gym obsessiveness?<br />i duno<br />but exercise is gud right?<br />i dun think is that bad<br />lol<br /><br />sis faster come back !<br />studies faster over !<br />i need to shopping !!!<br />lol<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-7747766841422518864?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-87342545585719533272010-05-07T01:26:00.000-07:002010-05-07T01:32:41.169-07:00no complains<br />lucky~~~<br />mayb bcoz i was prepare<br />when she throw me question<br />i was ready to answer them<br />lol<br />anyway finance we all die la hah<br />weeee~~~<3<br />im stil goin gym to relax....<br />i dun care.....<br />be hapiiiii~~~~~<br /><br />im not afraid to take a stand ! <br />holla if u think that u been down the same road !<br /><br />y my love prayers havent answer yet?<br />lol<br />anyway i didnt pray for love la<br />i dun do that<br />even though everytime i got think about pray for love<br />but in the end i always pray for the protectiong of my family :)<br />if u pray for love<br />it's like you r so selfish le...<br />i dun wan to b that person.....hehe<br />=p<br /><br />aiya<br />i can get over tis !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-8734254558571953327?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-6446427153663786252010-05-06T07:38:00.000-07:002010-05-06T07:45:16.656-07:00im sorry<br />but sometime my frens just sucks<br />lucky the finance i ownself take it on by myself<br />even though im suffering now<br />but i dun regret my decision<br />they keep on saying<br />oh i feel bad bcoz i never contribute lo<br />blah blah shit la....<br />bcoz to me....when i ask them to do something<br />i think they need like a decade to finish<br />lol<br />geng leh?<br />like now, tis gal, not mentioning name....say oh i will get it for you ah...<br />say duno how many days joh<br />now last minute aso canot giv me<br />wtf la u all<br />then the other one...still asking me how 2 do...<br />ask her do simple thing aso duno how 2 do....jus help me find pics aso so fucking hard?<br />ma hai la u all<br />i duno how they goin 2 survive la....<br />so sory<br />i noe im cursing<br />n mayb some familiar ppl will get to read tis<br />i apologise first<br />im writing this coz i realy beh tahan joh<br />if the other gal never do stuff but keep tell me i didnt add this shit that shit<br />go die la her<br />she think she boss meh<br />wat aso duno<br />next time<br />i wanna b the bad guy<br />good guy the worse....<br />anyway tis assign i aso noe i wont do well<br />so we all die together<br />dun blame me<br />blame me....well F them la mother F er.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-644642715366378625?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-42075895142310487762010-05-06T05:13:00.000-07:002010-05-06T05:29:45.961-07:00izit wrong to like a guy veri much older than u ?<br />coz jus now i saw the korean drama<br />huhuhuhu<br />so kersian<br />jus bcoz the guy has a son, but single parent<br />n the girl he like is 10 years younger than him<br />then people critisize them ==<br />so bad lo....<br />haizzzz<br />if it''s true love<br />does it really matter?<br /><br />jus bcoz the gal is young n never experience love bfore<br />her fren told the guy to back off<br />say that he should not take her youth away<br />i was like wtf<br />everybody has different love story lo<br />like this guy<br />he is a single parent wt a son<br />he aso deserve to have a second chance in love jus like anyone else ma<br />if the gal truly love him back too<br />y should we break them apart?<br /><br />anyway mayb now im saying this coz i got a crush on an older guy<br />lol<br />possibly 10 years older too<br />lol<br />but i dun mind....<br />age does not matter to me....<br />even though my sis said i was crazy.....lol<br />mayb it will end one day.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-4207589514231048776?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-70736484107226385502010-05-05T22:45:00.000-07:002010-05-05T22:52:41.371-07:00huhuhuhuhu<br />yesterday he didnt come<br />why why why ? =(<br />not seeing him<br />im not used to it<br />wasnt myself during body combat yesterday<br />wondering where he gone<br />his gal frens was there ma.....==<br /><br />saw other guys<br />but nothing compared to him<br />huhuhuhuhu<br />im reali stuck or wat?<br /><br />my high skool fren lidya working at my gym le<br />lol<br />yesterday she called<br />i somemore thought who izit<br />then when i go gym tat time go c her lu<br />nice catching up wit her :)<br />after combat somemore sent her home<br />hehehee<br />special service for special fren.....^^<br /><br />yesterday would have been perfect if oni he came<br />haizzzz<br />1 week not gonna c him coz gym renovating the studio floor<br />so no body combat for a week!<br />ahhhhh<br />how how how<br />if faith is on my side<br />plz let me meet him outside ><<br />i wishing veri hard<br />but 2day my horoscope say let things come naturally....<br />got to wait again ==<br />waiting is the worse....<br /><br />is this the end of the moment?<br />i duno<br />jus now afternoon sleep for half hour aso dream about him<br />haizzz<br />so nice<br />kersian reality not tat nice...<br />lol<br />now rushing assign!!!!<br />wish me luck!!!<br />tis week faster past !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-7073648410722638550?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-81279275412697205452010-05-04T08:40:00.000-07:002010-05-04T08:56:55.560-07:00i duno wat izit<br />but the more i see<br />the more i like you<br />izit a good thing<br />i duno<br />n i dun care<br />i can get my heart broken<br />it doesnt matter<br />coz all i know is that now i like you <3<br /><br />tis week is gonna b a hectic week<br />rushing assign<br />after tis week then i will b sort of free<br />i hope so lol<br /><br />had italian lunch....<br />weeee ~~~<3<br />it was delicious !<br />get to c leng chai aso...<br />lol<br />chef ppl are good looking .....lol<br /><br />then balik<br />mum back adi aso<br />raining but nvm<br />eat eat eat again....<br />delicious again ! xD<br />i think i fatter joh ==<br />haizzz<br />dun care le<br />im enjoying myself<br />took usual afternoon nap lu<br /><br />woke up<br />get ready for gym<br />mummy tis time got come<br />so went there<br />veri funny coz kena scare by mum's fren<br />lol<br />not her fault la<br />jus tat me n mum was taken by shock<br />funny~~~ xD<br />then reach gym lu<br />mum went out of changing room first....<br />i stil inside...<br />then i walk out lu when it's time<br />filll my water bottle<br />then suddenly i feel got someone behind me<br />it's him le !<br />never look straight at him la...<br />kekeekke ><<br />then go to mum standing there coz class not yet start<br />c him filling his water<br />then he walk over to his frens there<br />i think he kept looking over<br />but i dun dare look back coz mum there wei<br />lol<br />mayb it's jus perasan xD<br />i could hear his voice again <3<br />nice voice le<br />i think he can hear mine too coz mum n i was talking<br />then went in<br />he went in first with his frens...<br />i stand the area that canot c him through the mirror....<br />lol<br />but then when class start i still get to c him through mirror la...<br />coz moving around ma.....<br />i guess got eye contact gua...<br />i hope so....<br />hehe<br /><br />then push up n sit up time<br />went to get the mat<br />he always walk where i walk lo :)<br />hehe<br />then 2day tis is the most surprise thing ever for me !<br />i's the reason y im so hapi<br />lol<br />usualy he take mat then he will go back to his place in front of the class<br />far away from me ma<br />mana tau !<br />he after take mat<br />came back<br />n put his mat behind me on the right ><<br />hahahahhahax<br />so hapi n awkward...<br />coz tis time he bhind me<br />as usual look at him through mirror<br />so handsome lo <3<br />for me la xD<br /><br />put back mat that time not same timing like him lo<br />coz i got to go get mum's mat<br />pity....<br />but still!!!! xD<br />i veri hapi le<br />huhuhuhuhuhu<br />i dun care wat is his relationship wit the gal<br />i dun care whether he is taken.... or mayb jus think of me as a fling<br />i dun care about getting my heart broken<br />im jus positive of my feelings towards him :)<br />i hope so.....lol<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-8127927541269720545?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-152162259350761704.post-17640346833783416882010-04-29T10:09:00.000-07:002010-04-29T10:10:13.172-07:00making me have stupid thoughts<br />the heart that's thinking of you<br />is not a good heart to me<br /><br />what do i do<br />i know that i cant be like this<br />if i say that it's a lie<br />will i not think about it<br /><br />im reali veri foolish<br />i know of no one other than you<br />you're looking at someone else<br />yet you have no idea of my feelings like this<br />only you<br />i only looked at you<br />as i watch you walking past<br />im still happy<br />even yet you still dont know my heart<br />i should stop this and go<br />i keep on hoping<br />i'll keep hoping<br />that you will b my boy<br /><br />though i tell it to go<br />though i tell it to stop<br />my heart keep going towards you<br />y is my love like tis <br />really, my heart must have done something somehow<br />i must have become a fool that's blind from love<br /><br />yesterday<br />to me<br />i couldnt move<br />i was caught in your spell<br />will you catch me <br /><br />stop it<br />if i come close to you<br />you run away from me<br />let go<br />im tired of your light plays<br />i dont have any strength<br />to the point that i hate my heart<br />tell it to me once geinuinely<br />you're not it<br />i cant take it anymore<br />i want you<br /><br /><3<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/152162259350761704-1764034683378341688?l=totallyavailablelol.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vampie gothic witchie babehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04303057417161610024noreply@blogger.com1